It’s kind of saddening to know that your friends are talking bad about you behind your back.
Like I’m sure everyone has a passing feeling sometime in their life or that maybe they know in the back of their mind.
But to know for sure what your friends really think about you, that sucks.
Especially if they all they think you are is a cranky bitch.
That’s why I never really trust anyone. Like, I want to, but I know in the end all their gonna do is tear me apart when they’re with someone else.
The saddest part of all of this is that I’ll probably talk to them and ignore the nagging feeling in my stomach. Mostly because I know they’ll only gang up on me and tell me I’m overreacting.
I’m used to all of this anyway